delaying gratification
So God’s teaching me what that means: to delay gratification. Because, as most people are, I’d rather have things handed to me without any struggle and without any time lost. And when that’s not reality, I get ticked.
I mean, it’s not like I desire bad things to be gratified. Like, the Bible is filled with verses about not gratifying your SINFUL desires. Oh, it’s none of that. I just want things my way. And when they don’t work out the way I’d like, in MY time frame, I get upset.
It’s a matter of patience more than anything else. If I ever just looked at things in a broader perspective, realizing that my time frame is insignificant, I’d see that it really IS okay that things aren’t “working out as I had planned” because God knows what He’s doing. I can hold out just a little longer…. and expect that God is working for my good.
And so, I will delay gratification as long as I can.
hmmm.
Lauren
September 18, 2007